the first post.

the first has always been insanely significant. the first of the month, a baby’s first steps, the first time you fall in love; all things that arguably every person experiences, yet made more significant solely because it’s the first time they’re doing so. I guess what im trying to express here is that this should be a big deal. this post I mean. the first post. unfortunately I don’t see it that way. try to see it from my point of view. I know I want to write something of significance, but I don’t want to just throw you into the fire of my thoughts and opinions. so, this is me attempting to write a welcome piece. something that introduces me to you before you start consuming any other content on this site. that is, if you actually read this. I say that because readers might find this blog for a plethora of reasons. maybe someone reposted a future post of mine and you wanted to give it a read, maybe someone looked up the url to see if it was in use and they found that it was. whatever. point is, i don’t know how many people will read this, if any. again, whatever. I guess the actual point im trying to make is that I don’t care. I don’t care who reads this and I most certainly don’t care if anyone disagrees or agrees with what’s being said. im not doing this for a reason, just for myself. I can understand if that throws people off. if I don’t care, then why start the blog? I guess my answer to that is, again, for myself.

i have come to realize I am far too opinionated to not have some sort of outlet. whether it’s about movies, video games, politics, whatever. I have an opinion and I’d like to have some place to share it. arguably i could just go on instagram story rants, or make 1,000+ tiktoks a month, but what fun would that be? between you and i, ive always loved to write. it’s a fleeting passion of mine that i wish i had held onto a bit longer. to prove my point, when i was in the fourth grade my mom finally bought me one of those Five Star spiral notebooks. she didn’t understand why i wanted it so badly, but at the time it was all the rage, ifykyk. anyways, she had finally purchased me a one subject spiral notebook for class, and what did i do with it? i wrote an extensive novel about the girls from Totally Spies and i gave them their own personal mission of taking down Jason Voorhees (or Michael Myers idk). nonetheless, I had written my first book. by HAND btw just in case you missed that part.

anyways, in a way i guess this is me reclaiming a passion of mine. i told myself id write a novel one day on some like Percy Jackson or Game of Thrones typa shit. in my mind, if I can’t handle a blog where the premise is whatever the hell I want it to be, then I can’t handle the novel I strive to write one day. oh, and the spelling errors are on purpose, just so we don’t think im aiming too high over here. i am literate, thank you very much. im going to wrap this up here as I don’t want to ramble any longer. if you read all of this, thank you. hopefully you’ll like what you read from here on out. wish me luck, or don’t idk. nonetheless, welcome to purgatory.